MY BEST FRIEND - "MY DIARY"

A Diary, there is something very different about this thing particularly. Being in your teenage, when you get exposed to life a little bit, I think you should have some people who you can trust. who can comfort you when you get in some real weird shit. in the year 2023, I had my best friend and one of my female friend. Those were the two person whom I used to tell everything without thinking twice. I keep my diary since my grandma died in jan 2024. time when i was getting sucidal thoughts. I didnt wanted to tell anyone because IK they will judge me as they did once before. I spit all the mess in my head to her, then she stopped me and helped me a lot.  About a year ago, when one of my friend in my section was writing a diary, I asked her -  "why are you writing a diary? its just a waste of time." she replied - "you can't trust anyone but this".  I didnt understood what she said back then. but now that they both became my former friends, I had no choice but to trust my diary. both of them judged me when i got into my lowest.  Having a diary is not like having a thing, its like having a best friend. unlike any human, he wont judge you, he wont complaint, he wont get bored or anything that you'll want in your best friend. back then, I used to feel very weak and I wanted some mental support whenever I used to get stuck into deep shit. but after my dadi died, I became emotionally very strong and then I parted my ways from both of them. my diary, since the past 7 months, never ever hurt me. whenever i get along him, i feel relaxed. i really did told everthing to him that were my top most secret. those are the secrets that i can never tell anyone even if i wanted to. I told everything. having those secrets, i didnt felt like a big deal telling those two people the things I told.